I am tired waiting you. Waiting for any email for any reply or news or whatever is. Waiting you is killing me. Sometimes i lost words to write in each mail. Lately i just write it simply and short. Somehow ... hard to sleep each night in missing you. Sometimes cry easily with no espression in waiting indeed missing you. Moreover i have to be used with it. With all the situations, times, differences and the others.
I want to give up, for last 10 years sometimes i want to give up. Teary, torn and restless. I want to step back. I dont know where all the feelings inside will bring to.