Wake u up in midle of night and say, I need you more
Wake u up in early morning and say, Even half alive, i'll be fine
Stay through the night and say, Make it true
Stand through the day and say, I am yours

Having all what i have
Calm me down when i'm afraid
Hug me when i'm doubt
Kiss me when i'm lost

Don't have any strength to resist you
I say no, you say i stay
I say don't, you say i will
I say stop, you say i walk in
I say forget, you say i'm living with it

Then we call it love

Whether is right or wrong, 

want to say 'love you'

Why saying that words quite hard ?

Maybe afraid to going deeper ... fearful to hurting

Why should be afraid which is not necessary ?
Why should cry for what shouldnt be ?

When day turn then sun change into stars, the presence still same

If it is not me, will be another here after
and ... if it is not you, will be the one after this

There wont be place for hiding all what feel
Everything will burst in pieces

An empty on my own

With you, aslike filled in

Wondering your presence
Scent your smile
Feeling your warm

Truly miss you

Cant say, Love

Just want to write, you are my dream

Only Be

Feel sorry whenever write this
Feel wrong to put each word in it,


Why you never ask me to leave
Why you never ask me to stop
Why you never ask me to forget
Each word, each sentence and each memory which could bring out


The more to stay the more scars left
The more to keep the more bind in between
The more ... just kind hurting


If there is one day, 
Which can give you the heart
When morning come and awake 
Don't need to worry
Because there is still life inside


There is time 
Heart aches with a hunger and the want 
That you were mine

Sometimes ...
Want to cry at load
Want scream that high
Want to fly to sky
Want to jump to down
Want hide and can’t find
Want dissapear and vanish
Want sleep and never wake up
Want life shorter
Want live in dream
Want regret i exist
Want let off my weary
Want put off my lonely
Want take off my hardness
Want lessen my sadness
Want forget all things
Want to runaway ... as far as God takes me

Ryza Febriasty

Which Shape Are You ?

I know …
Time will turn into day and night
Time will move slow and fast
Time will flow as past and being future
Time will pass seems wind appear
Time will end when should stop

I realize …
I was born because of choice
I live for others
I need to be loved
I want life in full respect
I never been alone

I wonder …
When my life has just stop
Where I have no space to step
Who will be for me
Why I become so introvert
What I have in die

I admit …
I am not God
I am not angel
I am not perfect
I am not strong

But …
I am sincere
I am dreamer
I am creative
I am good hide feeling

If …
I have not much time
I have not any chance

I will …
Say thank you
Feel grateful

To …
Find you
Feel my heart
Touch my silent
Caress my presence

When care …
Can turn into love
Can turn into belonging

It has meaning …
No matter, how fiction it is
No matter, how insane it is
No matter, how long it is
No matter, how far the lost is

You had been real and unreal

original created by Ryza Febriasty

Feel Lonely

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed - and gazed - but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

William Wordsworth

It Is a Secret - Whisper

I wish I could tell you how much I care
but all I can do is sit and stare.

I don't know how to explain this pain
it's driving me crazy
not being able to let it out-
I think I'll go insane.

You are special to me
in so many different ways
I don't know exactly
what sets you apart from the rest
but you've stolen my heart
straight from my chest.

It was locked with a key
opened only by me
'cause I didn't want to let anyone else in
but I opened it to you and let you in
and again over my mind my heart wins.

A feeling this strong can't be ignored
my heart has been whispering... have you heard?

Josie Doolan

When Distanace Talking - Distant

I can't see you

I can't smell you

I can't touch you

And I can't feel you

But, somehow, I know you're there.

A distance, so brutally far

A feeling, so uncomfortably near

It fills me with want and desire

And I realize - I must not conspire.

I cannot think and can't imagine

I fear if I do it will make me closer

While you remain out of reach

And probably with someone else...I know I could be her... if I was there.

I can't see you

I can't smell you

I can't touch you

And I can't feel you

But, somehow, I know you're there.

I long to hear your voice once more

In the past it filled me with exhilaration

And then left me in despair.

Fill my soul once more with your proper tone

And then jerk it away, as we say, "So long".

I want to know feelings

I never felt before

But will I ever experience your gentle touch again?

Or your warm breath against my neck,

As you solemnly whisper, "I love you, I need you."

But.............
I can't see you

I can't smell you

I can't touch you

And I can't taste you

But, somehow, I feel I could.

Why does my heart beat so rapidly

At one little thought of you?

Why do I need for you to touch me, hold me

Pleaures I could never know....

I want you to teach me the wonders

I've never known and take me to levels

Never seen before by my quivering soul.

I can't see you

I can't smell you

I can imagine

And I can't touch you.

Somehow I feel we're beyond that
We are two- united from the start

Meant to teach, to love, to comfort, and caress.

I could never let go of you

Even though there is nothing to grasp.

Even if it fades over time

It could never fade completely

And, one day,

when I do see you.....I'll feel it's you,

I'll know it's you

The love, pain, worries, and curiosity

Will run through me once again.

Then.....
I Will see you

I Will smell you

I Will feel you

I Will taste you

But, somehow... it won't be the same.

Elizabeth Higgins

Loving in Nice Thought

When we meet one right person to be love,
When we are at the right time,
It is called a chance

When we meet an interesting person,
It is not a choice but a chance

Meet someone in live episode not a choice
It is called a chance also

If we decide for loving someone,
With all the weaknesses,
It is not a chance, but a choice …

When we decide to live with someone no matter what will be

It is a choice

Even we realize there are others who better than your partner
And we still love him / her
It is called choice

Loving, sympathy and interesting,
Come in every chance …
But true love is a choice,
For what we do

Talking about soul mate,
There is one quote from a movie ;

'Faith will take us still together, But depend how we can make it'

Soul mate is exist and real …

Might be one person is created for one person only

Make a choice for what you really want,
Do something to get you want,
Or …
Not do anything,

These all depend on us

Keep loving and make him / her as one
Is a choice to do

We live in this earth
Not for looking a perfect person to be love,
BUT to learn how for loving imperfect person in the perfect way

Time Will Answer All

I need time to realize

I need time to keep away all my worries

I need time to convince my self

I need time to trust and believe what had said

I need time to through all the process

I need time to show what feel inside

I need time to change

I need time to spell what had to say

I need time to answer all the questions

I need time to think forward

I need time to make sure

I need time to know

I need time to choose

I need time to feel is right after

I need time to see a sign

I need time to wake up after dreaming

I need time to see in two side

I need time to be wise

I need time to read the face

I need time to understand

I need time to let go

I need time to stay

I need time to accept

I still need time which is can answer all and show what should i do