Dear my love, 

I am missing u.

I lost my words to describe all the feeling. I remember all the sweet 
words and all of those just killing me. I am looking my angel who is my 
called. Trying to still believe when it said can't pass each day 
without me.

Should I still believe all those saying. Should I still believe all 
the feeling. What I am for now, it just break me indeed. 

This love so painful. I feel empty n alone. Really 
can't see you like this.

The tears just drip each night. Remember all which had been through. 
I feel like a house, that big that full of things that so longing and waiting for the owner to come. It can sell, renovate and break them all.

When everything just gone. Thank you for coming. You already the 
color, the spirit, the man, the pulse, the reason, the passion, the 
shoulder, the everything, the soul, the love n the dream.

How should I believe when you said : how the days without you.

Take all the time you need, take everything you need. You had done this 
before and you just did again. 

Dear my love,

12.41 am here in Indonesia time. Suddenly wake up and silent, feel lonely and empty. Wondering all the feeling if just u were here beside me. How the touch, how the kiss, how the caress, how the hug, how the cuddle n how the love itself.

I must be the most ego person in this world, but I am a human who has nature who want to feel love.

I don't get it why tears just running down when remain you, feeling how hard my life is.

When you are gone, what is left for me the memories which keep. The person who loves me that much and myself who loves you with whole heart.

No one knows how tear my heart so far, passing each night in crying. Hidden the drip from all. Even yourself can't believe it.

I love you.