STILL RAINING OUTSIDE. 3.43 AM AND STILL BAKING FOR WAITING LIST ORDER PASTRY. TOMORROW I HAVE TO START BAKING FOR CAKE ORDER UNTIL 2 DAYS BEFORE IDUL FITRI. OH GOD, SO MANY LIST TO DO. I JUATJUST FINISHED 60 PACKAGE COOKIES ORDER AND ALREADY DELIVERED THEM. I AM HAPPY, TIRED AND SLEEPY. LOOK NOW ... I JUST LAYING ON COUCH. MY MIND STARTING WILD. WONDERING MY DREAM. I WONT LIE, BE NAIF AND HIDE IT. I AM LONGING HIS HUG, KISS, TOUCH AND LOVE HIM. I MISS MY DREAM. I LOVE HIM. I WANT AND NEED HIM. LOOK NOW, I JUST START CRYING. REMAIN THE MOMENTS WITH HIM MAKE ME SPEECHLESS. MISSING MY DREAM LIKE THIS ... WHAT CAN I SAY ? I PRAY FOR GOOD FOR HIM, HOPE HE JUST FINE. HE IS MY DREAM, ONE AND ONLY.

I DREAMED OF HIM LAST NIGHT, MY DREAM. WHAT I REMEMBERED HE LOOKED SAD AND DOWN. I FORGOT WHAT HAPPENED IN DREAMING. HE JUST LOOKED SO DOWN. BUT I SO REMEMBERED I CARESSED HIS FACE AND  RUB HIS HAIR GENTLY, I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING I JUST KISSED HIS EYES AND SMILED TO HIM  MY DREAM HUG ME TIGHT. WE WERE IN SILENT. I HOPE YOU ARE JUST FINE THERE MY DREAM.