Placed and Pulled

It has been few years i laid in this place "Placed and Pulled".

I have been placed myself on surface many times, but something pushed me to go deeper .
I have been placed myself below the surface and then slept in it until today.
I have been placed myself deeper to feel how it felt, what would happen ?.
I have been placed myself and felt so comfy in it.

And now,
I am trying to pull it.
Everything i keep.
Not only the things but also the traces.

Will be it better ?
It is far, beyond my forecast.
Am i able to forecast ?
I am

Dissapointed, just an ending but the process just pain.

6 Days After Ages 28

So, I already 28 this month 'February' this year. I'm getting older but not making me old at all. People still think I'm a collage student. Well, I wont to be a sentimental person but realizing or not, i have.

What the most i want in this 28 ? i want to stay healthy so i can make my parents still proud of me, helping others who need help, becoming a good wife and mother later on and still being a productive employee.

Growing up, being wise, more and more being powerful.