I DREAMED OF HIM LAST NIGHT, MY DREAM. WHAT I REMEMBERED HE LOOKED SAD AND DOWN. I FORGOT WHAT HAPPENED IN DREAMING. HE JUST LOOKED SO DOWN. BUT I SO REMEMBERED I CARESSED HIS FACE AND  RUB HIS HAIR GENTLY, I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING I JUST KISSED HIS EYES AND SMILED TO HIM  MY DREAM HUG ME TIGHT. WE WERE IN SILENT. I HOPE YOU ARE JUST FINE THERE MY DREAM.

RAMADHAN THIS YEAR FEELS SO DIFFERENT. I PASS SAHUR AND BREAK FASTING WITHOUT MY DREAM. FOR MANY YEARS I PASSED THROUGH WITH HIM. WHEN START FASTING HE USED WITH ME, ASKED ME WHAT I ATE. SOMEHOW HE WAKE ME UP AND I DO SAME. WHEN BREAK FASTING HE ALWAYS SAID "EAT MUCH" AND I USED TO SAY "WHAT YOU HAVE FOR BREAK YOUR FASTING" . SOMEHOW I TOOK MUCH CONCERN WHEN HE IS IN UK. LONGER HOURS IN FASTING AND NOT EASY COOK PREAPARED ASLIKE HE WAS IN PAKISTAN. OFF COURSE HE DO ALL BY HIMSELF. BUT LAST YEAR, HE GOT SICK MANY DAYS. SO I HOPE HE MUCH BETTER THIS YEAR. I MISS MANY MOMENTS LIKE THAT. I MISS THE WAY HE CALL ME "MY ANGEL". I MISS THE WAY HE LOVES ME IN GENTLE. I MISS THE WAY HE IS IN MANY THINGS. HIS JOKES, TEASE, LAUGH AND MANY MANY THINGS. I MISS HIM MORE. I AM THE SAME PERSON. SAME HEART AND FEELING TO HIM. ALLAH KNOWS BETTER. ALLAH KNOWS HOW IT FEELS. LOVE AS LIKE MINE ... ALLAH KNOWS IT. MISSING YOU SO MUCH MR TAIMOOR.