My dream, as if you were still with me there would be many things to tell you. Khansa just roll in the kindergarten. I drive her each morning at 7 am to school and pick her at 10 am. I also take her to write and read course three times in a week at noon. My dream, khansa will be 5 this October. She is with you since in my stomach. When I was talk to you she moved so fast and turned around. When I didnt sleep each night for taking care her you were there with me. I just know you are there. And I just know I am there for you. I just there when you laugh and cry. The tears never end my dream, until today everything just same.

I used to ask my dream hug me tight when I was sick like this. Until today I still vowing his name through sleeping whenever sick. He might be lost who I am, a person who had been an angel even his life. My dream I am so dizzy ... just hug me. All about this just making me crying.