what i dreamed last night too beautiful too be real. A small beautiful house which there was me and my dream inside, we were there, we lived there. So mucb love inside. I remembered just hold his hands. Staring his eyes like adoring him. Kissed him deep like there wont be tomorrow. We were made love in beautifully. I so clearly looked him in that dreamed. And i wake up, looked around and just cried. Why i loved him so mucb ? Somehow it left tears for me ... 10 years the feeling which same ... 10 years the dreamed which repeat again and again in sleeping.

What is he doing right now ? 10 pm indonesia time so it could be that 4 hours ahead there. I am missing my dream, does he miss me like i feel ? I am missing the time we have had. The time passed by. I still cant believe i still stay same after all we had been through. The time he is gone. My dream ... i am missing you.