1.37 AM, I FALL ASLEEP AFTER TOOK MEDICINE. I GOT FLU, DIZZY AND SORE THROAT. THIS MARCH STILL RAINING, AND I JUST RITE. RAINY SEASON STARTED ON DECEMBER TO MARCH. KHANSA HAS NEW FAVOURITE, SHE LIKES TO WATCH INDIAN MOVIES. SEE .... THAT SOMETHING OUT OFF MY MIND. SHE OFF COURSE NOT  WATCH WHOLE MOVIE BUT WHEN THE SING AND DANCE PART SHE JUST LOOK AND MOVE HER BODY ASLIKE JOKING ME. LATELY WE, KHANSA AND I, LOVE TO WATCH MNC STATION CHANNEL BECAUSE OFFER VARY PROGRAM. USUALLY ON THE NOON WHEN HER LUNCH TIME THERE HAS INDIAN MOVIE, I HAD TRIED TO CHANGE AT ONCE BUT SHE ASKED ME TO BACK TO WATCH THAT JUST BECAUSE SHE LIKE THE SING AND DANCE PART. SO ... YES ... THERE MUST BE SING AND DANCE WHOLE MOVIE. I SMILED AND LAUGHED WHENEVER SHE HER JOKING ME IN DANCING, MAKE ME THINK THAT IT IS SOMETHING REAL. IN MY PREGNANCY OF KHANSA MY DREAM ALWAYS BE WITH ME 24 HOURS SEVEN DAY IN WEEK, NO WONDER HE GIVES THE INFLUENCE THAT MUCH TO KHANSA. KHANSA ... THE PERSON YOU ALWAYS ASK IN LONDON BRIDGE PICTURE IS BUNDA'S HEART. HE IS BUNDA'S WHICH CALLED MY DREAM. HE IS WITH BUNDA WHEN YOU IN MY STOMACH, HE IS PAKISTANI AND WATCH INDIAN TOO. YOU SOMETIMES ASK HOW FAR HIS HOME FROM US, IT IS SEPARATE OCEAN, CONTINENT AND TIME. MILLION MILES AWAY FROM US. AND YOU JUST ASK WHY THAT FAR AND I JUST SAY, HE IS THERE TO STUDY. AND USUALLY IS ENDING WITH YOUR STYLE 'OH THAT SO'. SHE IS SLEEPING BESIDE ME RITE NOW, SHE IS TALLER AND BECOMING MORE ACTIVE DAY BY DAY. ALL HER QUESTIONS ARE SMART. SHE ALWAYS WANT TO KNOW PERSON AND THAT'S GOOD. 2 YEARS AND ALREADY KNOW THE COLORS, NUMBERS FROM 1 TO 20 AND ALFABETH. UNDERSTANDING 2 LANGUANGE IN INDONESIAN AND ENGLISH. MY DREAM ALREADY GIVE INFLUENCE IN HERS. EVEN WHEN GO OUT SOMEWHERE SOME PEOPLE SAY, SHE HAS SOMETHING WHICH LOOK ASLIKE INDIAN OR PAKISTANI. I SMILED WHENEVER HEAR THAT. MY DREAM NEVER TOO FAR FROM ME, YOUR TRACE ALREADY COME IN MY DAUGHTER.