Pain

1.36 AM JUST PERFORMED TAHAJUD. FELT HEADACHE SINCE LAST WEEK WHICH COME AND GO. FROM YESTERDAY GOT FEVER TIL TODAY. I REALLY FEEL NOT GOOD. SINCE KID WHEN I AM SICK LIKE THIS, HOLD THE PAIN I USED TO CRY JUST FOR HEAL THE PAIN. SOMEHOW I MISS MY MOTHER WHEN I AM SICK. SHE ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME NO MATTER HOW OLD I AM. I USED WITH HIM, MY DREAM, SPOIL AT HIM JUST TO TELL HIM "MY DREAM, THE HEAD SO PAIN. THE FEVER MAKE ME CANT SLEEP. MY DREAM HUG ME" OR JUST ASK HIM TO HUG ME AGAIN AND AGAIN. LOOK HOW I AM CRYING RITE NOW. I AM MISSING THEM BOTH, MY MOTHER AND MY DREAM. HOW THE FEELING TO THEM JUST CANT COMPARE AND DIVIDE.