"IS ENOUGH" I WHISPERED. I JUST READ MY DREAM'S LAST EMAIL WHICH HE SENT ME. HE JUST DID AND SAID THAT AGAIN ; MY ANGEL PLEASE LEAVE ME NOW YOU SHOULD DO THAT FOR ME. SO REMEMBERED FEW WEEKS AGO YOU JUST SAID TO ME ; I NEVER WANT TO HURT YOU AGAIN. "IS ENOUGH" I WHISPERED AGAIN. I CRIED. I FEEL HURT, PAIN, BREAK, DOWN BUT I WILL DO WHAT HE ASKED, FOR HIM. CAN I BE ANGRY ? GET MAD ? FEEL HATE ? TO MY DREAM. IN LOGIC AS A HUMAN, AS A WOMAN I DESERVE TO FEEL THEM ALL. BUT ... CAN'T ... I NEVER CAN'T.  THIS HEART AND LOVE ARE TOO MUCH BIG. WITH WRITING AND CRYING SOMEHOW HEAL MYSELF.