MY DREAM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS TIME ? I JUST PERFORMED TAHAJUD, I FEEL DIZZY MAYBE I GET FLU AGAIN. YOU KNOW WHAT IN MY MIND THIS TIME. YOU LOVE ME. IN MIND REMEMBERING HOW YOU LOVE ME. I SUDDENLY CRYING. WITH THAT WAY I FEEL SO CLOSE AND FEEL YOU. FOR LAST ALMOST 7 YEARS WITH YOU EACH NIGHT I CRY OF YOU. DONT YOU WANT FIND HAPPINESS EVEN NOT WITH ME ? INSHALLAH YOU WILL. YOU WILL BE IN RIGHT HANDS. SOON YOU WONT FIND THE LONELY NIGHT. SOMEONE WILL BE WITH YOU DAY AND NIGHT, TAKING CARE OF YOU IN GOOD, LOVING YOU ALL HEART, TOGETHER IN GOOD AND BAD LIFE, SUPPORT YOU WHEN YOU SAD AND DOWN, GIVING YOU WARM AND CALMNESS, YOU NEVER FEEL ALONE AGAIN, YOU WILL FIND WHAT IS REALY YOUR MINE. THAT TIME WILL COME.
IN FAR, YOUR ANGEL WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR GOOD. LIFE AND LIVE WITH MEMORIES HAD LEFT AND KEPT. THROUGH EACH NIGHT WITH WONDER, DREAM, AND TEARS. LONGING FOR SOMETHING WHICH HARD BE TRUE ... TOO GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL BE REAL. STARE THE SKY HOW FAR THE SPACE. 
I GIVE MY ALL FOR MY DREAM, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. HEART, RISK, BODY AND SOUL. HE IS SOMEONE AS MY HOLDING IN FACING MY HARD LIFE. WHEN HE WENT AWAY SOMEHOW I LOST MY WAY.