TODAY KHANSA SAID SOMETHING WHICH TOUCHED MY HEART. "BUNDA, ARE YOU SICK ?" 2 YEARS OLD KID ASKED A QUESTION "NOT WELL. SO BE GOOD OK" I SAID. SUDDENLY SHE HUG ME TIGHT "I LOVE YOU BUNDA". I SMILED AND CRIED. AND I STARTED TO SING BARNEY SONG'S ; I LOVE YOU, YOU LOVE ME, WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY, WITH THE GREAT BIG HUG AND KISS FROM ME TO YOU, WON'T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO. THEN  KHANSA FOLLOWED THE SONG.
MY DREAM, HER HEALTH IS GETTING BETTER SINCE I TAKE CARE HER. I RESIGNED FROM MY DREAM WORK AND MY DREAM COMPANY BECAUSE HER HEALTH SO MUCH NEED CONCERN. SHE IS NOT ASLIKE THE OTHER KIDS. SHE HAS ALLERGIC PROBLEMS WHICH MAKE HER HAS UPPER BREATHING MATTERS. BUT NOW, SO FAR SHE SHOWS SO MUCH BETTER PROGRESS. SHE STILL ASK QUEATIONS ABOUT YOU IN ALWAYS THE SAME PHOTO IN MY PHONE PHOTO ALBUM. SHE JUST OPEN AND SCROLL THEN TAP HERE THERE. MY DREAM, IF I CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LIFE ANYMORE, IF YOU JUST ABLE I WANT YOU MEET HER. TELL HER YOU ARE THE PERSON IN THAT PICTURE. TELL HER HOW WE MEET AND HOW WE ARE. TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER. 
WHY I AM CRYING NOW ? WHY TEARS SUDDENLY ? I AM GOING TO SLEEP. HUG, TAKE CARE MY DREAM.