Today Feb 21, i am turning in 35. Many greetings and prays for me, many smiles, warm hug and love from friends. But i feel empty. At 12 am i just waiting an email from someone. But until i am writing this post i dont have any. My dream could forget, bussy, deny or unaware this 21 date. Well ... i have to be used with this. Well ... uhmmm ... no ... just fine.