SUDDENLY WAKE UP AT 12.21 AM. ITS PAIN. THE PERIOD COMES AND THE PAIN SLOWLY KILLED ME. THAT TOO MUCH :) YES ITS PAIN BUT NOT UNTIL KILL ME. PETER CETERA WITH GLORY OF LOVE WTH PIANO VERSION. I REMEMBER, WHEN I WAS KID I HAD PIANO COURSE, AT FIRST MAYBE I LIKE IT BUT SOMEHOW I CANT FIND MYSELF MORE GOOD IN IT, SO I STOP IT. I FIND MYSELF MORE COMFORT IN READING AND WRITING. I WROTE A LOT WHEN I WAS SCHOOL. I REALLY FORGOT WHO, WHEN AND WHERE MY STORIESIRS WERE BORROWED. SOME STILL IN MY MOTHER'S HOUSE IN MY ROOM ARE KEPT. WHEN I OPENED, I SAW MY WRITTEN SO IMAGINING. I REALIZE HOW CREATIVE I WAS. ALL THE BOOKS :) ALREADY MOVED IN MANY BOXES BY MY MOTHER, ONE DAY SHE SAID "I DONT WHERE I SHOULD PUT YOUR BOOKS?" I SEE SOME STACK BOXES IN STORE ROOM AT HOUSE AND I JUST SAID "I DONT KNOW TOO". I CAN BE IN MY ROOM ALL DAY IN READING AND WRITING. ANOTHER I CAN BE IN KITCHEN FROM MORNING TO LATE JUST FOR BAKING. I LIKE AT HOME THAN GO OUTSIDE. WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE, I USED ALONE. I AM NOT ALONER BUT I USED WITH THAT. I DONT HAVE MANY FRIENDS WHO CLOSE MUCH JUST FEW BUT LAST UNTIL TODAY. FROM LAST 7 YEARS I REALIZE I JUST HAVE ONE PERSON WHO ALWAYS BE MY PLACE TO SHARE, TALK AND HEAR. MY DREAM. HE IS NOT JUST MY BEST FRIEND BUT ALSO LIFE FOR ME. NOWDAYS ... I JUST HAVE MY WRITTEN AS MY PLACE. IS GOING LATE, MAYBE I SHOULD TRY BACK TO SLEEP, AND MAYBE THE PAIN MUCH BETTER WHILE
I AM SLEEPING. GOOD NIGHT BLOG.