Almost a year he is not with me, my dream. Almost a year through each night without him. Almost a year the days seems empty without him. Almost a year I lost a person as placed to lean, share and love. When I said, how I live without my dream ? Then he said, you have to, please. I am not kind a person who have many sweet words, but he has many for me. One day I said, my dream I am afraid, please ... how if I loose all those sweet words then he said, my angel ... you wont ... never.
A year a go I was as like a shining star when it said, December ... I planned to meet you. I smiled and cried in same time when heard that. But the December I passed in broken into pieces.
Until I am writing here, I am passing the empty days, the tears, the longing and silent nights. Live with the memories with heart which keep and same. I already loose my man.