Please Keep For Me

Her heart is pounding at once she sees surrounding to less her nerve. It should be a beautiful night for them, but their meeting seems too late to make. She feels her hands as cold as ice which is ready to melt. She comes here just for one intention, to meet someone and tell something what she has to tell even hard to say directly. She wears white backless gown, fine silver necklace tie around on her thin neck, nice thin bracelet around his wrist and beautiful white gold ring on her left sweet finger. She sees that ring at once and makes her heart more pounding.

Someone walks closely to her, she knows for sure who he is. He wears white long-hand shirt with deep blue denim. That smiles makes her heart pounding faster than before, “Oh God … “ she smiles but her heart seems cries. In few minutes, they just stare each other and don’t say anything. “Thank you for coming” he wipes the girl tears and smiles. “Ya” she answered shortly. In half an hour they still silent until the girl starts to talk first “Thank you … for being with me until today. I think … this meeting only in my dream but … once again God make us meet”. She sees his nods “Even right now, I am thinking … I am still dreaming, meet you, see you, your smile … eyes … thank you”.

“I will not long be here, next evening I will go home” the girl said “Ya, I know. You had told me. No matter how short the time is but as I know, meet you here as close as this night, is enough for me”. The girl smiles to hear what he said, yes he is right, no matter how short the time is all they know it is enough for them.

“I want you to know that you are special person for me, as long as you still here with me mean that long I will be there for you” his eyes seems talking more and she knows what his eyes mean “Even I had been engagement ?” her eyes seems stand to cry.

He takes her sweet finger to see her engagement ring “I have told you, no matter what will happen between us, for me … no one can replace you” he said in smile. “No, it should not be like that. You can’t” she shakes her head showing disagreement. “When I come into your heart, there is him before me, I have realized that. You choose him as one for you, don’t think you hurt me”.

“Seems like I have two life, one life is with him and one other is with you. Whatever is, I can’t leave him”. The boy smiles “He is a lucky because he has you who loves him much. I am sure he is a good person that’s why I don’t have to feel hurt because … you will be belong for someone that I trust. Believe me, don’t worry about me”.

They walked side by side with holding hands, it has been late but for them it doesn’t matter “I want to say something”, “What ?” asked the boy. The girl stares his eyes and holds his fingers tightly “I will be married in next two weeks”. Her answered seems crush his heart, he just know how the pain is felt “Next two weeks ?” hard to believe but when he sees her eyes he had known she is not kidding or teasing him. “I … I … hmmh … I just can say … I am glad to hear that. At last … everything has answered … everything … “ he nods down for few minutes while his hands still in her holding, slowly she hugs him “There is something that I want to tell since long”, “what ?” asked the boy. “And I am not afraid to say this”, “What ?” asked the boy “I love you … , but I can’t make you as mine” whispered the girl.

Two Weeks later

The incoming call ringing “Hi … “, the sound greeting. “Oh, hi …, why you called me this late. I just think it is your first night with him” he knows who is calling. “Ya, you are right. I just want to say one thing”. “What ?” asked the boy “thank you for coming to my wedding party. Among many guest I just want to see you come, because on your little finger there is still red cotton which tie to my little finger. Are you want to cut it or you want to keep this ?”.

He is silent in long, he is crying but he won't she hear it.“I had told you, no one can replace you. Your decision never hurt me even until I am talking to you right now, but … if we cut this red cotton mean I will lose you forever. Please keep this for me"

Ryza Febriasty

“I just think to find new job, better career and better salary”
I just say “It is nice. For me I feel grateful for what I had. My job, my workplace … even not sure, at least every morning when I wake up I know what I should do that is work. Because I know there are many people in this city still searching job”

“I hate to face my boss everyday, much talking and weird”
I just say “That boss is for, at least … later when you will be a boss someday, I hope you will not like him/her. Because you had known how the feeling on subordinate staff position”

“ Seems my salary not enough for me”
I just say “How big and high the salary is, I am sure it will not enough ever as if we don’t control ourselves”

“Nice dream right, as if leave in condo, latest car and rich husband ?”
I just say “Is better to live in village quite far from crowded, just fine car, and good husband”

“I want to buy that latest mobile phone”
I just say “Are you sure you want to spend more than 6 million to buy that thing ?”

“I think she/he will promote to sub company”
I just say “If this happen to her/him its means she/he must be lucky. Maybe next turn is me hehehe”

Loving in Nice Thought

When we meet one right person to be love,
When we are at the right time,
It is called a chance

When we meet an interesting person,
It is not a choice but a chance

Meet someone in live episode not a choice
It is called a chance also

If we decide for loving someone,
With all the weaknesses,
It is not a chance, but a choice …

When we decide to live with someone no matter what will be

It is a choice

Even we realize there are others who better than your partner
And we still love him / her
It is called choice

Loving, sympathy and interesting,
Come in every chance …
But true love is a choice,
For what we do

Talking about soul mate,
There is one quote from a movie ;

'Faith will take us still together, But depend how we can make it'

Soul mate is exist and real …

Might be one person is created for one person only

Make a choice for what you really want,
Do something to get you want,
Or …
Not do anything,

These all depend on us

Keep loving and make him / her as one
Is a choice to do

We live in this earth
Not for looking a perfect person to be love,
BUT to learn how for loving imperfect person in the perfect way

Maureen

Mba Maria came this morning after left office for 3 months for Maternity Leave, these are some photos from Maureen her first daughter. I can't say anything while i was seeing these photos at first except smiled .

Bright Day After Raining

I took this picture last Wednesday on November 5, that time was bright after heavy raining. My mom must be killed me if she knew i went outside from my room . I had chicken pox, ouw ... i didn't allow to go out from room about 9 DAYS, can imagine that ... 9 DAYS ... all i did just ate, slept, read, browsed, blogged and chatted .

I sneaked slowly from my room before my mom got home . I went to my garden home on terrace and front of my fence. Here these some pictures which i captured from my cell phone. I really enjoyed how bright shine of sun touched my skin then felt how cold the wind was. In this way i felt so ... ready to back to the office again .

How small flowers were these

No wonder many mosquitoes came into my house at night

One red flower among dead leaves

Heart banana trees

Ouw look ... me under the sun, there were still mark of poxes over my face

My mom said it was shoes flower

Bud of shoes flower

How fresh the colour was

It will grow for a week later

Loving You Completely

The heavy rain run over the city all night, many people prefer to stay at home today. The warmth in house and gather with family are most choice for almost half resident in this city. But it just an option for Anya, a 25 years old woman, she is young, energetic and brilliant. “Mom, what we will eat for dinner ?” a little with girl with two tails side of her head move to left and right when she runs “Beef tomato, cheese and pasta” Kara answered what her daughter asked and smiled to her. “Great, I like pasta. And … mom … is dad will come to eat with us ?” Kara smiled seems like she want to show her teeth to Anya. Once again Anya smiles to Kara. “Is better we don’t wait until daddy comes home. I am afraid he will come late again”, Anya holds Kara’s hands to guide her into dining table. It doesn’t alike dining table but only small table for three person where used to eat and iron. They live in small rent house for almost five years, there are only two rooms, one bathroom, one living room, and one kitchen. “Is raining outside, where is Dad ?” her little eyes saw through the window “He will be fine. Don’t worry, he will come bit late because the crowded honey”.

Someone knocks the door “It must be daddy … “Kara yelled. She runs into the door “Daddy …”. Anya realizes her husband already came. Kara kisses her husband and smiles “Have you taken you dinner young lady ?” Kara Nod “What we have for dinner ?” once again Kara take her action “Mom makes pasta for us”, “Oh it is your favorite one, you have finished your dinner” Kara runs into the table to continue her dinner. “How are you ?” Brad asked her wife in smiling face “I am good, and how are you, how class today ?” Anya answered with staring eyes into her husband “Everything is fine” Brad is a elementary teacher, in evening he teaches in one course place as his side job. “Today Kara talked about bicycle again. I feel sorry we can’t buy her first bicycle in her 5th birthday”, “Don’t worry, where is your smile. I am sure we can buy bicycle for her. There is much time to collect some money. Don’t worry okay”.

Today is Kara Birthday. She feels so happy because her parents buy her a bicycle that she adores since long. She doesn’t need to wait her turn to ride bicycle that she usually borrows from her friend. She feel so happy, because she can ride bicycle every morning together with her friends.

Anya sees through the window, the full moon bright the night with its shine “Still don’t sleep ?”, Anya moved her head once “I think about us, me, you and Kara”. “What make you think in this late ?” Brad asked her wife “I feel sorry to Kara, you know what … every time I see her, I just see her eyes. Why she has to live in this condition, why she has to feel all of this” her tears fall dawn. “Don’t feel like that, even we live in small rent house but don’t you see we live in happy ?”. “But, we don’t have enough money for her” Brad hugs her wife, he understands what her wife worry. “I just think, when we were married in young age, five years ago, we really don’t think we will live in condition like this. Specially you, I know it must hard for you to live like this. You used live in enough condition but not like this”. “Anya listen to me, I never feel sorry that I have to live like this, because I through all of this with you. I never sorry to marry in young age, specially to marry with you”. Anya looks to eyes Brad “As if you not marry with me, but with her … the one that you parents suggest , you wont be like this”, “I will marry with someone that I love, and that is you. No matter how hard we are right now, all I know what decision it just because of you. Please don’t feel sorry like this, even to Kara and with me. You are good mother for her, good wife from me, it is enough for me”.

One day, Anya receives a call from one publisher. He said to Anya that her story will consider publishing. Anya surprises, she makes story about kid story for elementary ages. Her inspiration is Kara, her daughter. One month after her book publishing, the people give positive reaction. That’s why the publisher makes a contract with her to make one story again. The story about a family of rabbit, there is Father Rabbit, Mother Rabbit and Little Rabbit. How they cope their daily in needy condition. How Mother Rabbit make a cake birthday for Little Rabbit when her daughter wants an expensive cake alike her friends who celebrate their Birthday with ice cream cake, clowns and expensive gifts. The story tell about even they don’t have enough money but they can live happily.

After the second book, the people give more positive reaction. The book already sold out only for a week. The reader can get and capture the morale from this story. “I love this book much, specially when the Little Rabbit collect her money to buy a bicycle” said one reader to Anya “Yes, that is sweet right ?”, “I cried when I read the part when Mother Rabbit has to make cup cakes to sell in next morning. Mother Rabbit does that because she wants have extra money to make Little Rabbit’s dream come true. The dream is a bicycle” other reader told to Anya. “Yes, what Mother Rabbit does, is only for her daughter” Anya smiled to the reader who most of them on elementary ages. “I cried when I read the part when Father Rabbit has to take side job just for earn more money to make Little Rabbit and Mother Rabbit live in enough” one reader smiled and hug Anya. “Yes, that is touching right. I hope Family Rabbit teach you how to move, face, cope and patient in every condition. No matter how hard we are, but only thing you should remember … do not ever give up”.

Brad, Anya and Kara move to a better house. They don’t have to live in rented house again, because Brad and Anya just buy small house. One month after that, Brad has offered to work in a bank. And from that, all start to change.

“What is that ?” Anya surprised “It is for you” Brad smiled. “Come on dad, I want to see how mom wears that” Kara smiled. She already became a young lady, her ages 10 this year. “Oh my god, it is too beautiful” Brad wore her a diamond necklace “Happy birthday Anya, still become my sun for me and Kara”. “It is great Mom, you look so beautiful, shine a like sun … because you are sun for us. Happy birthday …”. Kara hugs her mother then Brad kisses her wife “Thank you, for all of this. Oh … I feel older, I am 30 this year” Anya laughed, “But you are still beautiful” Brad hug her tightly.

They had been married for 25 years, in they live they keep their marriage with caring, loving, dignity, respect and patient. Those all make them still move on until these ages. Their wish to see Kara live better already came true. “I just can’t let her go from me” Anya hold Brad’s hands. “For me, she is still my young lady. I should wake up before her to make her breakfast. Prepare her snack for she brings along her school ages. Wait patiently if she will home late after work. Brad … hard for me to let her go” Anya cried. “I understand, because I feel the same way you are feeling right now. She is still my little princess for me. When she waited for me dinner, showed me her teeth whenever I came home every night, how she run with her two tailed hair. We just don’t realize how time pass so fast” Brad tried to Anya’s heart stronger. “Today, is her wedding. She as beautiful as the way you were in that clothes 25 years ago” Brad smiled to Anya “Thank you to still with me until this day” Anya replied to smile “No, I wont with you until this day. But, I want to live you forever” Brad smiled and kissed her wife.

The full moon bright this night. Its shine looks more bright than usual. Brad knows how Anya really like the full moon. “You don’t sleep because you wont miss this night right ?” Brad asked her wife who sleep beside her. “Yes, because tonight is full moon” Anya answered “Do you remember there is one night I cried that night in full moon, because I worried about Kara’s life and specially felt sorry to you” Anya caressed Brad’s face. “ I remembered. I said that night you don’t have to worry. What I said that time because I know time will change everything. And I am right, time has changed everything. Right now there is any worry that you should keep Anya, all you have to do … just enjoy your time, our old time together” brad kissed Anya’s eyes.

“I feel so happy I still have much time to see our grandchild, is it a bless right ?” Anya asked “Is not only bless for us, but also gift from God” Brad answered. “Yes, you are right. Would you stay with me until the moon end” Anya asked “Yes, I will stay with you along this night until the night end. Tomorrow, day by day, I will stay with you” Brad answered and he saw Anya smiled “Why you are crying, am I say something wrong ?” Brad wipe off her tears “I love you” Anya smiled “I love you too” Brad smiled “And you don’t have to cry to say that”. “I am crying because I am happy God allow us still together”.

“Brad, why you always said that I am you sun, while I really live moon much ?” Anya asked “Oh it is a secret” Brad teased Anya “Oh … come on, just say to me for once”, “Hmmh okay … “ Brad stared to Anya’s eyes “Just for once and keep that in your mind” he saw Anya nod. “Listen, the reason why i called you my sun, because … you have bright love which always shines for me everyday. You are alike energy for me to move on. The moon can’t bright alike tonight if the sun never exist. The moon has its bright from the sun. That’s why you are the sun for me”.

Anya keeps silent for few minutes “That is beautiful reason that I ever heard. Brad …”, Anya said “ What ?”, “Would you hug me until I sleep tonight?” Anya asked “Oh sure … “ Brad moved close to Anya and hug her. “I love you…love you completely” Anya whispered in Brad ears.

In morning

“Anya, wake up. We will go to Kara’s house, today is our grandchild birthday”. Brad let off his hug from Anya. “Anya … “ Brad kissed her forehead. “Wake up my sun, Anya … “. Anya’s eyes still close. Her face looks so calm but her lips smile. She sleeps in peace, and always sleeps in peace.

“Oh Anya … “ Brad hug her wife more tightly.

“I have told you that I will stay with you along this night until the night end … Tomorrow, day by day, I will stay with you … but why you let me to live alone ?” Brad cried he just realize Anya already left him. Anya has passed away that night, after the full moon end along with Brad’s hug.

“I had told you the reason why I called you the sun. Even you are gone, you are still my sun. ”

“I love you … love you completely” Brad whispered to Anya's ears. He just sure Anya can hear that. “Good bye my sun”

Ryza Febriasty

When Beauty Can’t See by Eyes

“Are you coming this night ?” Oscar asked him for twice. “Like I said, I still don’t know” Gerry answered, “Oh Man, listen. If I were you, I would answer like u did” Oscar laughed. “Stop it Oscar, it doesn’t fun at all. When you grow up ?” Thomas moved his head once. “You asked me when I grow up. Oh come on Thomas, don’t you see I have already grown up. Look … I am the tallest right ?” He laughed again. “Oh, silly answer” Gerry laughed also. “Anyway … if my girl was alike yours, I think I would re-think to ask her tonight” Oscar added. “Why, just because her style an old fashion ? ” Thomas asked them both – Oscar and Gerry. Oscar “Sure … “ He nod and winked his left eye. “Stop talking fool about my girl. Even she is an old fashioned don’t you know she is nice. I had tried to change her, at least to put off her glasses and asked her to wear transparent soft lens. But, you see guys … she stand with her style. I give up then” Gerry smiled. “Listen, if you know how ‘old’ she is, why you still ask her become your girl. Oh come on Gerry, seems you are more silly than Oscar” Thomas moved her head. “I just don’t know. At first I just play around but, more I know her more hard for me to end” Gerry showed pity expression but it just make Oscar laughed too laud.

The Night …

It is special night for the 9 grade, Prom Night. Students come in couple to celebrate last night in school as senior high school students. They are dancing, have fun and leave good memories to remind them before they enter collage step.

Oscar come with his cute girl friend, Thomas come with his sweet girl friend and Gerry … of course he comes with her ‘unique’ girl friend. Everyone who see Nina must agree that she is ‘unique’. She has long hair but always tie up, her pony, her glasses hmmh, is okay for all of that. But, her dress … seems she just has 2 style dress ; long dress up to her knee and shirt with ripple skirt up to her knee. When other girls trend to wear jeans, she still stand with that style. When other girls trend to wear denim, she still stand on.

“I should not come tonight” Nina stared Gerry with sorry expression. “Why you said like that, just look at you this night. You are different on backless gown. Nina you are looking great, you are beautiful” Gerry said sincere. Ya, Nina look very different tonight. Her white backless gown makes her a princess along with her soft skin. “Just hold my hands, and no one can talk even say bad thing with you”. Nina smiles, she just feel an ugly swan pet who is keep by a prince. “Don’t you know Gerry, many girls said that I am lucky because I had boyfriend like you”. “What …, they said so ?. And you know what, many boys said that I am a lucky also. Because I can get you, just because you are rich girl but lonely and desperate”. “What … they said so ?” Nina shocked “Oh that’s really bad”. “If we just listen and listen what people said about us, we never move on. Come on, show with them that you are too precious “ Gerry hold Nina’s hands.

What Nina sees is right, she has shown to other students that she is too precious to neglect. What they see who old fashioned just become a princess. “Gerry, is that Nina ? Where you put her big glasses ?” Oscar surprised “She left that” Gerry smiled. “As I told you Oscar, don’t be silly” Thomas laughed.

Nina gathers with Oscar and Thomas. “Nina still Nina, no one can change her just in one night. She can do that because she has Gerry with her. Don’t you know Gerry just pity to her, that’s why he can’t end their relationship”. There are one girl and two boys behind Nina, they don’t know what they said is recorded on Nina’s ears. “Ya, I think so. Nina still Nina. I think Gerry like her just because she is rich. Who doesn’t want ride Bentley for daily car, does it?” One boy laugh. “I think is not like that, Gerry is not like that. But might be Nina trick Gerry with her money to get Gerry as her mine” The other boy laughed.

Nina’s heart is pounding and beating. It just three person there must be many students think like that. She leaves Oscar and Thomas, slowly she leaves the party and just sit in her car until Gerry comes. “Why you are here ? I am looking for you ?” Gerry looked Nina and at once he saw Nina cried. “I want to go home” Nina said, “Okay, I will take you home”. Along the road, Nina still silent until she says this “Am I a ugly person Gerry ?”. “What kind of question is that ?”, “Just say, yes or no”. “Off course no” Gerry said. “You lie” Nina replied. “How come I lie ?. You are not ugly”. “You lie” Nina replied “I am not Nina, so … what answer you want to hear ?” Gerry asked, “you lie, you said that because you pity on me. What you look for me, my money” Nina cried.

“Ugly, is that words you want to hear ?. But I never look you from your money, if you think like that. Just tell me what happen in that party when I am not with you, just tell me what ?” Gerry’s voice louder. “Nothing, but don’t ever speak louder at me like that” Nina wipe her tears. “Why you want me”. “I don’t know” Gerry answered and continued “I just like you just because you are different, you are simple not alike other girl student”. Nina moves her head, they silent in few minutes “I can’t move on Gerry. Just forget about us “. Gerry stops the car and looks to Nina, maybe she is kidding or some kind like that “Just forget about us. Kidding me right ?”. “I am not” Nina replied. “I am not, I just realize what we had so far is wrong”. “What is wrong, because we date ?”. Gerry sees Nina nods. “ Everything is wrong, Just forget about us. You are too good for me, I am not”

From that day Gerry never see Nina again. What he knows, Nina take study abroad. But Nina never send any for him even say good bye. It had past almost 5 years. Nina not too beautiful but she has warm heart, it is the one what she always remember.

That day, he moved to this city, new school and new home for him and his father. He didn’t know any in that school. Until one girl came and greeted him, she was Nina. She was his first friend. Every student looked her in weird and pity, but Gerry just see her as usual girl. She was a sweet girl when she smiled, behind her glasses he can see clear eyes alike clear sky. She was too simple, usual and old fashioned but in those ways Gerry started to like her. When he came to her house he just know that she is from rich family, but she never showed off about her richness. She still simple and usual. When girls in school picked by car, she preferred to ride a bicycle with him even Gerry knew that her father already prepared personal driver and car for her only. When girls in school wore trendy clothes, she just wear simple shirt and ripple skirt. When girls in school fussy about make up, she just let her face without make up. When girls in school started to wear coloring contact lens, she just let her glasses put on.

Gerry got bachelor scholarship, it made him and her father moved to other city. Her father was a writer. And right now, after 5 years, he just back to this city. In her heart he just want to come to Nina’s house. But what he sees, Nina’s family already moved also. Gerry want to fool himself why he still look Nina even remember her. After Nina, he has relationship to one girl but just ended a year ago.

He walks slowly along the center of the city. He sees this city not different a lot. He smiles, even one small bakery store still open. That place is full of memories. The store’s name is The Raisin, because almost all of the bakery topping must be raisin, Nina always come just to buy Rum Raisin Bakery. Gerry walks toward that store and enters. He smiles and wonders, how come the smell still same alike 5 years ago. In a corner he sees, a young couple talking and smiling. What he sees, just remember how him and Nina were 5 years ago.

“Honey, look finally Nina Krauss already opened in this city” the girl smiled, “Ya, the soft opening will held tomorrow. We will go there tomorrow” the boy hug her girl. Gerry turns his body “I am sorry, I am new here. Nina Krauss, what was that?”. The girl smiles “You don’t know about her. You should tell him honey” the girl asked her boy to explain to Gerry. “Nina Krauss is famous designer for teen alike us. She designed clothes for girl and boy also. And you know what, all her collection is about retro and old fashioned collection. Is cooool …, really. I know you are not teen anymore but many of customer are in same age as yours”. The boy seems like marketing and make Gerry feel pleased “Really…?”. “Ya, not only clothes, but bags and shoes also. Like this … “ the boy pointed his girl shoes. Gerry looks and shocks, what he sees is really make his heart beat faster. Wages shoes, there is only one person want to wear that style, it is Nina.

“Nice shoes. Really” his remind about Nina coming back again. “If you want to see, just come tomorrow. There will be soft opening tomorrow”

“No …, I don’t want wait until tomorrow, I want to meet Nina now”. Gerry leaves the bakery store and comes to the Nina Krauss store that place front of the bakery. His heart is pounding, seems like he wants to enter the store and searches Nina then finds her.

He looks from the outside, there is one girl with long hair over her back. White shirt and flowery ripple skirt. Just one girl in his mind in style like that, it is Nina. She stands between her crew, but Gerry still recognize is her. He just stand outside with smile, wait Nina here. After an hour, some of her crew go outside from the store, few more minute, Nina walks out from the store. Once she sees her first branch store from the outside, “It is too great Nina, really” Gerry shouted. Nina moves her head to see who talk with her in this late “And you are great” Gerry said while his steps are closed to her. “Pardon …, ? with whom I talk “.

“Gerry …, still remember me ?”, Nina closed her face with her hands “What are you doing there ?”, Gerry can see Nina smiled “I just right here, waiting you “. Nina walk closely to Gerry “Oh my God, I never wondered I can see you again”. “So do I” Gerry hug Nina tightly “Where have you been so far, where are you going so far, why you didn’t tell me that you study abroad, why you left me Nina, why?”

“I take fashion design. I just want take that major because I hate the way people look at me that time. I hate the way people talked about my look. So here I am now … “ Nina wipe off her tears of happiness. “I am sorry, I didn’t mean to leave you, I just think I am too ugly for you. I am not pretty enough for you, I am not … “. “Stop it Nina … “ Gerry smiled. “Who say you are not good enough for me, please tell me, what happen that night ?”. “That night … oh … it was silly to tell “ Nina walked away “What silly you mean, tell me … what happen ?”

Nina moved her body “In that prom night I heard many students talked about me, they said you like me cuz my money, and … I just make you like me cuz … my money … then … you wanted end our relation but hard for you to tell cuz you feel pity on me and … “

Gerry hug Nina again, “Why you so silly and stupid to believe all what they said” Nina laughed, “Ya, you are right. I am too silly and stupid. But … I am sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you. That time I just think what they said was right. There must be one girl who is better than me. But not me. Not alike me”

“I really don’t see you from that. Whoever you are, you are human or ET that time, all I know I just like you” Gerry stared to Nina, “I am sorry … really. I just know I am wrong but I am too prestige, too shy to tell that I am wrong. I am sorry”

“I had forgiven you since that night. But please, don’t go anywhere again without my notice. I f you do again, seems you will kill me” Nina laughed when she heard Gerry said so. “Oh Gerry, promise … I wont do that. I wont do same mistake again” Gerry still stared to Nina, “All I do know, I want to show to the world that my style is precious and I want to make world notice that I am too precious to neglect. I copy that words for you” Nina laughed again.

“Please, don’t go again, because I am too miss you. Don’t you know that I like you, and since you gone, don’t you know that you haunted me. I love you. Please believe me”. Nina smiled, “Ya, I know, and I love you too. Even I am not too beautiful, but I know I am precious for you because you had seen me in completely. No matter I look that time, no matter I am right now, but we are here … “.

“Nina, beauty not always see by eyes, but your beauty is seen by my heart” they hug tightly. “by the way, you look more beautiful in your soft lens and let your hair without tie anymore” Gerry teased her, “Gerry … you must kidding me” Nina laughed.