You Still Have Me

She loves her BF much she knows for sure that her BF just make a fool her heart. She always knows when she lies, she just know when he goes out with a girl for a dinner, she can feel how he says many sweet words but never sincere at all.

“I can’t pick you today, I have something to do” he said, “Oh, is fine. I can go home myself. Don’t you worry” she replied. “Yes, sure. I will call you when I arrive at home”.
When the cooking course class ended, she walked alone through street alone. Suddenly one boy came next her “Hi …, seems you are like to be lonely, why you walk alone ? is you BF doesn’t pick you up ?”. The girl moved her head once then smiled to the boy “So, what are you doing here ? are you follow me ?”. “Off course not, we are in same class course, I always sit behind you”. “Yes, I know that we are in same class. That’s why I smile at you. If I don’t know you, I will not do that. I will not do that to strangers”. They laughed together “So, will you accompany me until the first bus stop there?”, the boy nod to show he agreed.
They become good friends since that day. The boy always goes with her when her BF doesn’t pick her up.

One day, she received SMS from her BF “I am sorry, I can’t pick you up today. I just remember I will home late from office. Will you mind if you home yourself ? please call me when you arrive at home. Love you”. The girl replied “Is okay. I will call you later. Love you”.

“Thank you to come with me always, anyway which bus stop are you ?”, “Oh …, one bus stop after you. Hmmh … I had seen your BF, he is a lucky one”. “Lucky? Why you say so?” the girl crinkled his nose and laughed “You have something that I can’t tell by words” the boy smiled. “Oh really, what is that ?”. “Because he has someone that loves him much, that is you”. The girls nod down seems like she want to laugh, smile and cry in same time. In her heart whispered “Off course I love him, but I am too fool to still love him because I know he never loved me sincere”.“Are you mind if we go to food store first, I will buy something to make a cake. I want to make a cake for my BF. Usually on weekend he doesn’t any food for breakfast”, “Oh, sure …”. They entered to a mall. “Are you always like this ? I mean, are u always make him a cake every weekend for him ?” the boy stared the girl’s eyes. She nod. “Oh my god, what the hell is she ?, I just wish that girl be mine” the boy’s whispered. But he pretended not too surprised.

Half an hour they were out from the food store. That time she saw someone who she knew was him. She saw her BF holding hands with one girl. From the back she wondered that girl must be a pretty. She has long leg, long straight hair with burgundy color, white and good shape. They must go to the theatre which place on 3rd floor.She felt her legs were too heavy to walk, “Oh, he lies to me again and again. More she lies to me, easier to me to know that he lies. He doesn’t pick me up not because he comes home late from the office but because he has another date” her heart whispered. “Something happen ?”, the girl moved her head but her eyes seem to cry. She still stared his BF from this way, the boy looked the same way where the girl stared at. “Oh god, what is he doing ?” he shocked just because what he had seen. He grabs the girls hand to follow her BF “No … please no … I don’t want do that. Let we go from here. Please … “ at that time it was the first time he saw her like this. “But … , “ the boys didn’t understand what she just said “Please, I want to go home”

The cooking course ended earlier today, “He is my friend in cooking course, we are in same class” They shake hand each other. “Good to know you”, “Good to know you too”. They ate dinner together in one of restaurant. “How your day today ?”, “Nice, how about you ?”, “Not too good, hmmh … thank you for the food that you gave last week, it must be your new recipe right ?” she nods. Her BF kissed her forehead “You know what, she is really good” the boy smiled to her friends “Yes, I know she is a good one. I am sure good girl like her must have good person like you. You are very lucky have her “. “Hey, what are you both talking about, you are good person also, nice person alike you, I am very happy to have friend like you”.

“She is too god, even to fool to love the kind person like you. She knows that you always lie to her. But look, she just love you and close her eyes, ears and mouth to know all your lies “.

Suddenly, his cell phone rang, he picked the phone but seems hid something. In her heart she knew it must be from a girl, maybe a same girl that she had seen that time. “I am sorry, I have to go. I will wait you until you finish your pie”. “But I still want here, is okay if you should go. I can go home with him”. “Are you sure ?” the girl nods. “Okay, I am sorry this happen, but I have to meet my friends. I forgot this night we will play basket ball usual hall”. “Is okay” she said. “I am very thank if you want accompany her”. “Yes, off course I will. You don’t have to worry. As long she is with me, she will safe”.

They went out from the restaurant after an hour. “What are you bring ?” the boy asked “Fried noodle for him, he must be hungry after play basket ball”. He surprised “You must be kidding me, are you sure he will come to the hall just for playing basket ball ? are you sure ? how if he is lying again ? “. “I don’t know. But my feeling said, he just there”.

Yes, her feeling was right. She saw him on the hall playing basket ball with his friends who she knew their names all. But, wait … she saw a girl, The same girl that she had seen at mall that time. She realized, “Oh … it is her, the one who enters his heart. Cause of her, he like to lie with me. Cause of her, he like to playing fool to me” She sit in the hall with the food on her hands. She felt her hands frozen. Her heart beat faster when she saw he kissed that girl “Even he kisses that girl alike she kisses me. I am too fool since long. I am too fool because I still love him”.

She still sit there until the game ended. When the game ended, she walked slowly to him. Front of her what she saw they were talking with laugh and smiles. She saw how spoilt that girl with him, it made her heart pain.She stood behind them “I bring you food, maybe you are hungry”. The boy turned around and surprised. He can’t talk even say yes, no or hi. “I put the food here” she put the food on the floor.

After that she just walk away from him, that girl and all his friend who looked what happened. She was alike a fool person. The boy followed her “Let me say something first. I want to explain something”. The girl stopped then turned her face toward him “I do not want a talk. The more you talk the more I feel pain, I have seen all. I really do not want to talk about this”, “I am sorry, I just don’t know how all of this can happen to me. I love you but she just enter my heart and I love her too”. “How all of this can happen ? What happen is, I am too fool to still love you even I know you playing me like a fool. Please, I do not want to talk anymore. I think it is enough”“Wait … “ he hold her tight. Inside his heart he felt so fool and guilty for what he did since long. “I am sorry, I am sorry”. The girl stood in freezing “Does she kisses you alike I kisses you, does the feeling is same alike I call your name ?”. She cries “I am sorry” the boys replied. “I can’t talk more because the feeling is so pain and bad” She let off his hands around his body then she walked away.

She just walk along the street, she just want to come this her apartment as fast as she can. All she wanted was get sleep and hoped next morning it just a dream. But, when the morning came, she realized that it wasn’t a dream.

Day after day has passed, month by month has passed.

One morning someone knocked her door. She opened the door. One smile to her. “Good morning … I should call you first, but I just want to make a surprise for you. Happy birthday … “ from his back, she saw a bunch of white roses. She smiled but her heart cried. “Happy birthday … “ he wipe up her tears then showed her the roses. “Thank you … you just come to give me this”. “Because you are special, that’s way I come here”. She hug that boy “You always said that’s because I am special. Thank you, to be with me through all”.“You want to know the reason” the boy asked. “Sure … “ she nod in his hug.

“You know what, when I accompanied you to bus stop after course ended I have to walk again to the course building because I parked my car there. I just want spend more time with you that time. When I saw you sad because him lying and playing fool to you, those times I want to hug you like this. When I called and sms you pretended to ask the course schedule, the truth was I want to hear your voice and want to know how your day because I am missing you. I sit behind you in course class because I just want to see you from back. I try to talk, I always hold myself to be more patient because I want the right time to talk. The most … when that night you called me after you saw him with that girl … you cried loud … that night I just want to hug you and said ; is fine, you still have me”.

“Oh god, u did all for me, I should realize from beginning. And look now … you are making me cry” The girl laughed. The boy hug her more tightly “I love you” He whispered on her ears. “Please be mine, for the last. Would you ?”.The girl let off his hug then stared to his eyes. “I just know, the feeling of caring you since long called love”. She took the roses from his hands with smile “I love you … let me your mine”.

Ryza Febriasty

True Story from China

This story had touched over the world.

It is about a man who love a woman whose her ages older than him. They run away to live together for loving and caring in peace for 50 years. The man ages is 70 and the woman's is 80. This man had made hand carved 6.000 step with his own hands just for her wife. The man already died in a cage where they home to live in since 50 years ago.

50 years ago, Liu Guojiang a 19 years old guy had fallen in love with a 29 years old widow Xu Chaoqin.

Alike Romeo and Juliet which made by Shakespeare, their friends and family did not support their love relationship just because they had long range in ages and the woman was a widow with many kids.

That time, their relation was hard to accept because people saw as unmoral love relationship (just because a man love a woman who older). For lessen gossip and flaw from their surrounding, that couple decided to runaway and lived in a cage in Jiangjin village was place south of Chong Qing.

At first, they live so sadden because they had nothing, no electricity even food. They used to eat grass and root that grow around the mountain. Liu should make a lantern to light they cage. Everytime Xu felt guilty because she tied Liu lived like this. Many times she asked "Are you feel sorry ?", and many times Liu answered "No, i am not. As long we are patient we will get better life".

After 2 years they had lived in a cage around the mountain, Liu started to make hand carved step to make her wife more easy to go down, continuously until 50 years. In 2001, the adventures who explored the mountain surprised finding an old couple can suffer to live like that and what make them more surprise are the 6,000 hand carved steps which made by Liu.

One of their seven sons, Liu Ming Sheng said "My parents are caring and loving each other, they lived alone for 50 years and never separated even one day. They are always together. For 50 years, my dad made those steps for my mom to make my mom happy even she seldom to go down from the mountain"

This couple had lived in peace for 50 years, One day, Liu who already 72 got fainted when he came back from field. Xu sit and prayed with her husband until Liu died in her warmth hug. Liu love her wife much, his hand still holding Xu's hand tightly until hard to let go.

"You had promise for caring me, loving me and still with me until i die. But now, look ... you died before me. How i live without you ?" For few days Xu just say that sentences again and again while her hands touch her husband coffin with tears over her face.

The China government decided to conserve "hand carved love steps" and made their cage became a museum. In that way their love still life continuously.

In 2006, this story had been one of ten famous love stories in China. The stories are collected by Chinese Women Weekly magazine.

A Thousand Miles

If I could fall Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know

I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you

Tonight

What i made on Saturday ?

After sink with numbers on Saturday started at 6 pm to 3 am , i took relieve for a while to make beef spaghetti. At least, it can less my bit upset cuz my Saturday just been ruined with my ass.man (he asked my help to make September subsidiary consolidated financial statement). For 19 subsidiaries with various core business ? Oh god, i just think last saturday was Monday, i just think my room seems my usual space office, and the worst was ... why day gone so fast that Saturday .... .

Here are some spaghetti picture that i took yesterday, take a look

Antique

What’s more delicious than cake?
Four scrumptious guys and cake (with coffee….on a comfy sofa together in a cozy private room…)
Joo Ji-hoon (Goong/ Princess Hours and The Devil) will be starring in the new movie, “Antique,” as the small bakery owner based on the best-selling Japanese manga of the same name. Directed by Min Gyu-dong, the movie will also star Kim Jae-wook (Coffee Prince) as the genius but effeminate patissier, “Son Woo”, the cute apprentice, “Ki Bum” will be played by Yoo A-in and the tough but clumsy waiter, “Su-young” by Choi Ji-ho.
“Antique” (Western Antique Cake-shop) will spread out in Korea theaters on November 13, 2008. And for me in Indonesia ? sure, i have to wait the DVD ... ouw ... as if i stay in Korea ... hehehe ... seems fantasy

Check out the trailer for “Antique”

What is Your Option ?

I have told her that, being late might be regret one day. But everything has happened, not me even you could change that condition. It could be past for you, even you never realized until this day or could be God has another plan and reason for all of this, as i know there must be meaning behind this. I lost of words to make another story for this, but maybe i have something for your thought.

I step slowly to enter this place. What i see just make me smile on face and scream in my heart. The white roses and lilies put all over the corner, way and the altar itself. I can smell love and happiness around me, but i do not know i should come to this place right now even see him as the groom even her as the bride. What i do just a fool or i just make another pretend front of him. One granny who seat behind me smile at me then i reply to smile. "Are you friend one of the groom and bride ?", so...what i should say 'yes' or 'no' there is no reason to say 'no' and please stop pretending to say 'no'. I nod my head "I am the good friend from the groom, i had known him quite long". "Oh i see. He is a good person and good man as a husband from my grand daughter". Wait a minute ..., this granny a grandma from the bride ? oh please ... what i am doing here ... for what i still seat here .... But once again i nod then talk to another things. "Ya, he is a good person and i am sure he is a good man to your grand daughter". "Seems you had known him better than me" ho...ho... this question really make me laugh but i just smile, off course i know him quite long until i realize that i have this feeling. "We never meet formally but maybe i know him better than you. Congratulation for the wedding, i really honour to be here and specially know you". I see her smile and hold my hands softly. "I am sure you are good person also even i just meet you here and talk with you in few minutes. All i hope you find good person as like him and wish you will invite me to your wedding" she smiles again. What hope and wish are that ? just give me a break even please talk to my hands ... but wait ... it really a sincere pray for me, even she doesn't know what i suffer when first time i enter to this place and more suffer when i know everything is real that he will marry this morning in this beautiful altar and hundred of roses and lilies seems smile for them.

"Oh, thank you for your pray for me". In a minute i hear the cord of piano, i know this is the time when the groom is coming. Everyone looks at the back to see how he looks alike ?. Off course he looks so gorgeous with his white tuxedo, i can't handle my heart pounding fast, i can't stand to hide my tears. "Ya, i know you will come and walk to this way that's why i prefer to seat on the other side, i can see him so happy because i see the same smile when he smiled to me on every messenger we had, on every email we sent even on ever picture we kept. I am here to see you smile like that, i am here to support you not only as my true best friend ever but also as a person who loves you even you never known that" i whisper in my heart. I feel my tears are going down but this granny holds my hands tight. I look at her and i see her smile and cry in same way. Oh please ... what mean from all about ? i suffer and beside me an old granny ?. I should come with my friend but i do not know why i want to come alone.

Five minutes after the groom, i hear another cord from piano and i am sure this is the time for the bride to come. But my heart not pound just curious how does she look ? is she good enough in that wedding dress ? Oh look ... she looks so fabulous with off white dress, long until reach the floor and white roses on her hands. She smiles also, i can see her happiness and love from her. "So lucky you are, i hope you never wasted your chance and time to marry him. And please never let him go and disappointed him. I know he is a good man and i am sure God must be choose you because you are a good person also". I see the granny cry again, it must because she sees her grand daughter. This time i hold her hands tightly then smiles at me.

The ceremony run for half an hour. "Come on, you should come to the reception. You should meet your friend and my grand daughter". The granny ask me to come with her. We come to one room which is big enough for all the guest. I let her gather with her inmates, and me ... let me take a glass of water to drink and less my suffer for few hours. "Thank you to come" I know this sound even i just hear that sound on speaker when we chat. I turn my body then smile to him, "The fist meet then i come to your wedding, congratulation". He smiles but i see something different on his eyes and i know he sees something on my eyes also. "I hope our first meet not happen here but happen in other place". Oh ... seems he can read my thought. Suddenly he hold me, seems like an old couple separate for long. "As if you let me to describe my feeling i think the bride must be you". My body shaking, i close my eyes and cry. "Oh God, we never realize that we had same feeling since long. But too proud to hide just because it just make sense" my heart whisper so.

"But, i am here now to see you happy. As if you know, i suffer to come here because i am too long to keep that i love you". His holding more tight, i know we regret each other. But everything had been late to regret. "Just pray that i can through all of this, and i will pray the best for you also. I really pray you will find a good one to your mate". I nod my head then wipe away my tears. We stare eye on eye each other then smile, but our heart to heavy because what we hide so far this feeling and just end like this.

Being regret just an option, but face that as lesson, history and thought are another options to take.

Weekend With Sweet Smiley

So happy because weekend ... for saturday and sunday, I can wake up very late then

forget all my routine day at office . I can go to bath late at noon, browse internet all day long, watch movie, dvds and do my hobbies wothout notice .

Too nice even the time will run too fast but i will enjoy my weekend, have a great weekend.

One Night with An East Berlin Girl

Feel thank to Anggara Rhabenta (an old friend who stay in Netherlands to study) to share this story and allow me to adopt his story on my blog even i had to refer from Indonesian to English language :). He said "Ryza...want read my story" last morning on messenger, i reached his email and read directly, in a minute after read i just think to post on my blog. I am quite interest with his story because he had showed me how the Berlin looked alike after the regime Berlin Wall and off course his perspective about Asian and European girls. Can't wait to other stories Gar, take care ... see you ... even on messenger. Note : if i had missed-spell, please let me know.

Dear reader,
This story happened while I was waiting boarding time at Tegel airport Berlin.
Berlin on Saturday Night,
After enjoyed a fine coffee with nice live piano in Westin Grand Hotel Berlin, my mission already completed tonight. Raining still run over Berlin, in hurry I stepped the S Bahn station stairs placed in front of Westin Grand Hotel.
Without waited too long, an old S bahn S 75 to Ostkreuz. Seems Berlin became sleep city that night, even I couldn’t see night live alike other metropolitan cities as like Paris or Madrid. The temperatures reached 2 degree that sneaked bones because rain run over Berlin for 3 days made billion Berliner got sleep. That night I was the third passenger who went up into the old railway coach. I saw an old homeless drifter slept tightly while on his hand holding a bottle of whiskey chivas regal, even I did not have any idea to guess what filled in. In the end of other railway coach I saw a young man with slipknot hairstyle.

S Bahn 75 took me to East Berlin fast, gleaming downtown Berlin already changed into disorderly graffiti and dirtiness cities in East Berlin. I can see clearly how cold and cruel the regime communist socialist DDR in their victory. To inform, East and West Berlin separated by Berlin Wall. East Berlin which place I will spend night under control DDR Regime and West Berlin under west government alliance, USA, UK and French. Seems 18 years old long was not enough to rebuild Berlin City.
Right at 2 o’clock, I arrived at Station transfer Ostkreuz, my hotel was placed 6 stations from Ostkreuz station. Quite strange that night, there was only I and young Berlin girl who waited S Bahn. Station transfer Ostkreuz was placed where 8 S Bahn came and the biggest station in East Berlin. I felt no worry my train will not operate that night, because I saw that girl waited same train. I started to guess that girl, who was she ? her clothes fashionable, hat alike an artist with blazer reach to her knee, medium boot shoes, thick legging cover his legs and of course long shawl twist her neck. All of them mixed in harmonized and matched color. What I saw was really contrast to western Netherlands girls who always wore tight jeans with short jacket … sometimes showed their underwear.

My fantasy started while I was listening Beatles music from IPod, she might be a sales girl who worked until late or could be a student who just back from her BF’s home. From her neat clothes, I thought she couldn’t be a sex worker that usually found at corner of Berlin or could be she is a bar worker. Suddenly a German man stood front of me and said something in Germany that hard to understand. “No train Landsberger Alle, taxi or walking … walking” he talked haltingly, he was a DB worker. Landsberger Alle located where Novotel Hotel placed. After that, I saw he walked into that girl and could be said same info. Directly, I stood up and walked to leave the Ostkreuz station. My experience lost in Europe cities and ability to read a map had enough to make me far away from worried. It was my third visited to Berlin, I had known this city. I thought the far from Oskreuz to Langsberger Alle about 10 Km which can through by walking.
In silent of night, suddenly a girl greeted behind me, turned out she was a girl that waited S Bahn at same station. “Hallo, good morning Sir” with her German accent. She told me that a German man had said to her that there was a tourist had same direction to Lansberger Alle. Ya, the tourist was me. She asked me whether I was mind if I walked with her ?. I think it was not a wise for a girl walk alone through East Berlin stress in late of night. Occasionally, East Berlin quite safe but the condition was dark and many people got drunk made East Berlin wasn’t too pleasant. So, I agreed to walk with her.

We walked together along Stralauer alle, wild graffiti cover over the left way then the right way was full with buildings. That night was really silent and smoky. Street lamp wasn’t light enough along the way. Because too dark, I just can see her face in blur. Only sound of the foot step and rain felt down. Sometimes we passed the homeless hidden under the trees. Once I had bad fantasy about this girl, she could cooperate with Berlin gangster, they could kill me, even I screamed load, no one would hear. But I have light pepper spray given from my friend in Berlin could less my adrenaline.

I asked my first question, what did she do in this late in East Berlin ?, so … what I guess was right. She was a collage psychology student on the second year form one of University in Berlin. That night she went to her friends to do some college work, but S Bahn didn’t operate in 24 hours. The conversation was about Berlin and tourism, beside that she seems interesting with my presentation about sustainable architecture in Berlin.

3 o’clock in the morning, time run so fast. Stralauer Alle, smoky street at least reach the end. Main Street seems more crowded and lively. Warchauer Srasse, the rain more heavy, cold and more sneak my bones. Each breath that I was exhale made dew on my glasses. The fine jacket mangga dua got wet, while she wore the quite thick jacket. She looked me in pity, until she asked to stop by into a 24 hours café until rain more calm. I am crazy to coffee so I agree with her asked that took us to 24 café which serve real milchkaffee ala Berlin.

After walked 45 minutes long, we finally found 24 hours cafe which served hot snacks. Without doubt, I ordered milchkaffee ala berlin, milchkaffee was alike a coffee with 20 to coffee and 80 for milk. The coffee was served in a big cup, usually I seldom to order this, but tonight I need more calories to take me into my hotel by walking. She ordered Choco lade truffle cake for me that rightfully special from the café. The air in the café was comfort enough even simple. Panel of wood dominated the interior. We were the only guest that night. For the first time, I can see her face clearly. We had shake hand, her name was Sabrina (cute right?). We talked and talked almost 1 hour. Sabrina was really German name with small face, sharp nose, not too big enough alike South German and Netherlands girls, natural make up, fashionable clothes, neat tail hair under her hat, talk style describe her passive and cold characteristic but care with her look. I could conclude that way before we had conversation. I thought, was it set default East European girls? Or just coincidentally, but her coldness was down whenever we had shake hand.

I hung my jacket beside me and took out all important documents including my USB. Alhamdulillah, everything was on dry condition. The conversation started to her opinion about Berlin. She said that Berlin was the most dynamic city in German, there were many students lived in Berlin. Art, tourism, architecture, and politics were the engine machine in German. Poorly, the industry was unwilling to run in German. Berlin government tried the best to change Berlin’s image with built prestige many projects alike Reichstag, Sony Centre , Postdammer plaatz, Alexander plaatz, Jewish Museum and other sites architecture. Those step were succeed, million tourist came each year to Berlin, but those step just make Berlin came down to much Debt about 60 billion Euro wow....what a fantastic value. “Anyway Sabrina, I like this city so much, even I like Madrid to live in. But this city could tell from architecture as media, Interesting”. At least for the first time, she asked about Indonesia, what I did in Netherlands and off course asked about Bali.

The waitress came brought our order, she ordered the same coffee and cake with me. For cake and coffee looked quite good. The topping looked fine, but taste of milchkaffee was standard too different with milchkaffee’s Westin Grand Hotel. The cakes taste unexpected, it was so good. The chocolate was dominant which melt and soft in my mouth. I could say this was the best Choco lade truffle in Berlin. She also agreed with me. She enjoyed the cake with awesome table manner made me more curious about her background. Her hands never touch end of table even bit, her straight seat position, down her chain while she was drinking the coffee and her eyes always forward me while we talking.

At least I asked about her background ; are you born here ?, the history about the collapsed Berlin Wall made me more easy to take more info about who was she?. For most people in Berlin, the collapsed Berlin wall was one of the traumatic happened in Berlin, but usually they happily to re-tell, I thought it can less their cross bad feeling about their past. When Berlin wall re-build, Berlin was a city which wasn’t bright prospect. But that assumption had changed after Berlin became the capital city of German. Thousand hundred young people are interested to take study in Berlin. Sabrina is one of them. She came from small family but well known enough in a coastal area of North German. The war already ended but had changed life and live her family.

Industry was main job for German people. She told me some stories about the Berliners lived among fear and limit. There was one from his family had been jailed in months just because had Beatles songs on old Cd's or one of her grandfather hidden a baby from East Berlin to West Berlin. She felt lucky because she grew up in a small city where far from fear of war between East and West Berlin. In her opinion, those entire situations were hard to tell to next generation. Sometimes, she too sad when tourist captured checkpoint Charlie with big smiled while Sabrina’s family was missing their freedom for what they dreamed or at least they could see their other families on the other side of Berlin Wall. There were so many sacrifices for one older generation Sabrina’s family had to keep just for live normally. It was her reason to love Berlin much. A city was filled with various memory and colors.

Finally she asked to talk other things. She asked me, “How about yourself?”. I talked about my life in Indonesia, my family and surely my GF (Nina, I showed her Nina’s picture) she looked surprised because we had through 5 years long distance relationship. Our conversation ended with last question that I offered “How you could decide to walk with me along the dark and silent night In East Berlin?”. Then she gave me simple and funny answered, she believed that I was an Asian tourist and as if I was Berliner or Western Tourist so she won’t asked me to accompany her whole night. Asian tourist had magnificent attraction than Western tourist, apparently.

4.30 AM. We ate Chocó lade truffle slowly. We continued our walked to Landsberger Allee. Right on 5 o’clock AM, public transportation already operated. The Berliner waited public transportation at bus stop. We said bye after I reached in front of my hotel. What the funny was, she said thank to me because I had been with her whole night. It should be me said thank to her because she had guided to home. We closed our leaving with shake hand.

When I reached my room, I found some of my colleagues drunk and had instant date with some Spain Girls (sexy girls and crazy Hollanders). On two nights I had seen two differences. Spain girls were too easy to open the gate to strange people and East Berlin girls were too cold. Ahhhhhhh, I miss Indonesia girls. One met seems funny but memorable and had changed my perspective about European girls who were neat, fashionable and good attitude. Wat een nacht.. Danke schön Sabrina un Auf Wiedersehen.

Mamma Mia

:), I really seldom to watch romantic comedy, but this movie seems like haunt me to watch. I have waited this movie to air in Indonesia, until i go to Plaza Senayan XXI to watch this one. Romantic comedy, musical and gorgeous scenery from Greek. Then ... off course ... you will see Merryl Streep and x Mr Bond (Pierce Brosnan) as a couple. In this movie there are fulled with old actors and actresses but their role in acting still awesome.

My suggestion : really spend two hours and bit to watch this one.