He is not here. Have fever like this just so right he is here but he is not. I realize he is went away. 39°c temperature make me fading. I cant sleep well, cant eat good, I want e and go aslike a ghost, I just to wait for any a word. Used to cry when sick better than feel pain of sick.

I cant sleep. The headache is too much. The fever so not comfort. The tummy so pain of period. The flu still and really not good. When sick like this I just want my mom but she is not here. I used with him, my dream said how the pain. Spoiled to him just to make me better. Used to cry just what I am doing rite now to ease the pain. The med not work much. I cant sleep, it is so pain.