A WOMAN CAN KEEP HER BIG SECRET WHOLE LIFE, IT IS ME. THE LOVE WHICH I KEEP FOR MY DREAM, ONLY WITH THIS BLOG THE HONESTY, SINCERITY. DREAMS, WISH, HOPES, LONGING, PASSION, WONDERING, EMOTION, MEMORIES, MISSING AND LOVE ITSELF ARE WRITTEN. I NEVER MEET HIM. BUT HIS ALWAYS LIVE IN MIND AND HEART. MY LOVE IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND. I ALWAYS ASK HIM TO FINISH HIS STUDY IN GOOD, AT THE END I JUST WANT BE YOURS. THAT WHAT I KEEP FROM HIM, SOMETHING WHICH HE NEVER KNOW.
I ... I AM ... I .... (CLOSE THE EYES) SORRY I CANT FINISH THE POST IN GOOD THIS TIME. TOO MUCH CRY JUST NOW.

MAYBE I JUST TOOK SLEEP ABOUT HALF AN HOUR AGO.  I SUDDENLY OPENED MY EYES, I DREAMED MY DREAM. HE HUG ME FROM BACK, I COULD FEEL HIS HANDS AROUND MY BODY, FELT HIS WARM, SUCH A REAL. HE SAID : FORGIVE ME MY ANGEL, I AM SORRY. I KEPT SILENT. MY EYES OPENED, I CRIED. NO WORDS, NO SOUND, SILENT AND THE TEARS JUST RUNNING DOWN.