I WANT TO FEEL SIT BESIDE MY DREAM, TALK, SMILE EVEN LAUGH ASLIKE NORMAL PEOPLE. I WANT TO FEEL OUR EYES STARE EACH OTHER. HOW IT FEELS IN HIS WARM HUG ? HOW ABOUT HIS FINGERS TOUCH ME GENTLY ? LAY BESIDE HIM AND HEAR HIS BEAT POUNDING. I NEVER FORGET HOW HE LOVE ME THROUGH DAY AND NIGHT. THE WAY HE KISS ME THAT DEEP AND LONG. HOW CAN I AM NOT MISS HIM ? HOW CAN HE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME SO INTIMATE EVEN MY VERY PERSONAL THINGS ? HIS WORDS MAKE ME FLY THAT HIGH WITH HIS WORDS TOO MAKE ME BREAK DOWN.
MY DREAM, YOU KNOW WHAT KHANSA DID THIS LUNCH ? SHE SAID YOUR NAME WHEN SAW YOUR PICTURE. I DIDNT KNOW SHOULD I CRY OR SMILE IN FRONT OF HER. I JUST SAID ; THATS RITE, YES IT WAS HIS NAME. I WALKED THROUGH KITCHEN AND CRIED THERE. THE HEART FELT SO HEAVY THAT TIME. IN HEART SAID IF I CANT THROUGH THIS LIFE, ANYMORE, PLEASE MAKE KHANSA AND MY DREAM ALWAYS IN ALLAH BLESS.