I am not dreaming tonight. I wake up suddenly after heard something. Exactly remembered what it was "my angel, wake up ... I am here" in asecond maybe I opened my eyes and didnt find him,,my dream. No one whispered that. What it was about ? Am I too tired today until I got this hallucination ? Am I miss him that much until like this ? Or am I worry about him ? Or there something happen ? I just finished performed tahajud, prayed for good. I wont cry and never plan even has bit intention to cry. It just come out itself. Too tired with these tears.