Crying

5 AM AND JUST WAKE UP. SUDDENLY CRYING ON THE PILLOW. CLOSING MY EYES. I AM MISSING HIM, MY DREAM. MISSING EVERYTHING. I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I COULD LIVE LIKE THIS. I AM FEELING COLD. I AM FEELING NOT GOOD. HOWBEAUTIFUL IF THIS TIME HE HUGS ME, I WONT ASK ANYTHING BECAUSE BESIDES HIM IS EVERYTHING I WISH, HOPE, WONDER, DREAM, NEED AND WANT.