I still cant sleep. The fever at night usually higher than in day. But I think the temperature not as high as yesterday, maybe around 38°c somehow make me so not comfort. The throat feels so dry, dizzy and hard to sleep well. I am trying to sleep. My dream, what are you doing this time ? Is everything fine ? I really shouldnt  need to worry, he is a big boy already a man. But I still worry about him since I know him. Good night my dream, be fine there. Come in dream tonight. Hug me then, you will find what I cant say in words.